Wednesday, February 1, 2012

BY OUR PAST CHOICES hoo ha!

We created our circumstances by our past choices.  Warren Buffet
Sometimes it seems I cannot get enough variety in my life, and that includes with font choices.  I happened to try all three Wingdings on "we created our circumstances by our past choices" and thought the third one would be fun to play with interpreting how bipolar has contributed to me creating circumstances different than if I had not been dealing with that too. Now, of course, the trick will be "can blogger post this up without scrambling?"

WORDS                                          SPECIAL
What we ponder
            and what we think about
  sets the course of our life.
ANY DAY WE WISH,
we can discipline ourselves to change it all.
ANY DAY WE WISH,
we can open our mind to new knowledge.
ANY DAY WE WISH,
we can start a new activity.
ANY DAY WE WISH,
we can start the process of life change.
We can do it immediately, or next week, or next month, 
or next year.

      We can also do nothing.


          We can pretend rather than perform.


And if the idea of having to change ourselves makes us uncomfortable, we can remain as we are.


We can choose rest over labor, entertainment over education, delusion over truth, doubt over confidence.


The choices are ours to make.

But while we curse the effect, 
we continue to nourish the cause.
As Shakespeare uniquely observed, "The fault is not in the stars, 
but in ourselves."  [[The fault is in us!]]

We created our circumstances by our past choices.  We created our circumstances by our past choices.  We have both the ability and the responsibility to make better choices.

"You must keep both eyes on your target 
and not the ever moving mark.
Remember that success is never about the chosen few, 
but always about the few who choose.


You get to choose and 
your life builds from there."
Warren Buffet

W
a hiccup, any hiccup
e
I'm moving forward, but whanged,
like people in the leaning commercial
c
I'm just gonna go with that I'm evening out.
r
Whoa, the glimpse I get of me is just a little too real.
e
I whang a little too easily.
a
Ok.  Back on the forward path.  Whew!  Feels better.
t
This doesn't feel good while it's happening but                                           I won't begin to acknowledge the dark place it is until years later.                    Notice how I have no base to stand on?
ed
The conflict is internal, and generally only external when I'm manic.
o
Lots of blather on the brain.  Please tell me, you know blather.



We created our circumstances by our past choices.  

It seems I am forever learning that I am not so unique but that there are always others like me in thinking, knowledge, ideas, ideals, quirks, weirdities (watch spell check in spasms), beliefs, false beliefs, rightness, wrongness; ok, I'm getting OCD, all I wanted to say is I know that I am not alone in believing I existed before this life and had a few choices there before here.  That to preface my saying, I'm even willing to consider I chose to be bipolar, for whatever reason.  I can think of a platter of ailments, disorders, illnesses, diseases and whatever else that could make that look pretty good to me assuming we all had to have something.  I do find, however, that I have howled considerably about there being things left undisclosed that I fail to appreciate, now that I am here.  And in that mindset I have the most difficult time "understanding", "getting it", and all that, as to why anybody "in their right mind" would "create" the circumstances I've created.  In other words, why the f______, f______, f_______ would I be living this push pull of reality, when all I want is bliss?


Hmmm.  I've got to admit there's a part of me that's not really sure how much bliss I really want, but I bet you get my drift.


I am wanting to make a life online, so yes, I'm probably more aware than those who are not, how many people who've made successes of themselves online credit learning to get the right mindset.  Before the majority of us had a notion what a computer was, what it could do and how much smaller it could get; I was ripening up my life experience to need to sort it out with mindsets.  


I'm trying to not get all butt hurt here, I do know it's a process, it's timing, it's traffic, etc., etc.  (BTW how do you like the traffic feed I put on today -- Feedjit?)


Now, Back to  my 
butt, I'd love comments  on your glee over your choices evidencing in  your circumstances.  
Next time, then -- moi